My mother got pregnant with me while my dad was married, and my siblings all hate me and my dad never wanted anything to do with me in any REAL way. You should have a real relationship with a guy that is going to be respectful to you and himself. Hi, it does sound like you have a lot of anger towards your mother choices and you will prefer she didn't keep you maybe?
But life doesn't always work out the way we all dream it will be!
If you don't think single parenthood is the right choice for you, I strongly encourage you to speak to a pregnancy resource center and talk to a counselor who can better discuss some of your options, including adoptions or open adoption. I think no one has a right to put anyone down due to their tough situation..
This child deserves nothing but the best, so put his needs first and decide what is right for the baby. And every baby no matter how they were conceived is a blessing..
Please honor yourself and your baby by learning to be ok without him.
Whatever you decide to do, you have all the love you need growing inside of you.
Life is never easy but it's how we handle the situation that are thrown at us best of luck .. What you're worried about now, in a year's time, you wouldn't even be focus on it anymore. Don't make the situation any more miserable for yourself move on.
So let him go and hopefully you will find someone, an unmarried or divorced man, that can be in your life.
I feel so depressed and sad, specially cause I still love him but in reality I know we never gonna be a couple. Do a google search for single parent support groups.
Join a church//synagogue/mosque if you are religious.
People like you show that there still is kind hearted people out there wanted to say that ..
Best wishes:-)As for the situation learn from your mistakes...